As the other comments suggest, you are confined to using pointers. But if it helps, here is one technique to avoid facing directly with pointers.
You can do something like the following:
vector<int*> iarray;
int default_item = 0; // for handling out-of-range exception
int& get_item_as_ref(unsigned int idx) {
// handling out-of-range exception
if(idx >= iarray.size())
return default_item;
return reinterpret_cast<int&>(*iarray[idx]);
}