There's always some reflection hacks that you can adapt. Here is some example, but using a collection would be the solution to your problem (the integers you stick on your variables name is a good hint telling us you should use a collection!).
public class TheClass {
private int theField= 42;
public static void main(String[] args) throws Exception {
TheClass c= new TheClass();
System.out.println(c.getClass().getDeclaredField("theField").get(c));
}
}